A Girl Can Dream
The fact that I studied in Dublin for almost 3 years make me quite delusional at this moment. Life is hard. Life is harsh. I am honestly not good at juggling being a mom - wife - doctor. To be honest, I tried to be almost perfect for these three roles but I ended up being suck. Well yeah, the first time is always hard for everyone. Hopefully I get better at these as time goes by. But for now, I just need to suck in all the guilt that I felt whenever I feed our Umar with instant porridge. Hah. Or when I am clueless at managing patient in ward. Ouch. I don't how, why, or who implanted this delusional chip in my head that make me thought my life would be best if I migrated to oversea. Is it because of the phrase that the grass is always greener on the other side? Well, I once tasted the grass (ew). I still can feel the warmth in my heart during the winter, listening to Coldplay 'Violet Hill'. I've done some reading online, the pay is average but the working time, the env...